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Below are the 17 most recent journal entries recorded in Asher's LiveJournal:

    Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
    9:47 am
    [MY iPod]
    So...Kenny told me about a dream he had about me. And I'm thinking he had this dream because the day previously I had told him to get his act into shape or I'd break up with him, but....I was just being harsh, and rash. Anyways, he had a dream that I broke up with him, and all, "YOU FUCKING GHEY ASS MOTHER FUCKER, I HATE YOU, etc, etc, etc." And he said he was crying in his dreams. I'M SORRY, but is that not the sweetest thing you ever heard? ;D Fuck yeah.
    I heart Kenny forever and always... <3<3<3


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    What Colored Mini Ipod Represents You??? with pics!!!!
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    VengefulWings
    Vengeful Crimson Wings

    A
    strong-hearted warrior, you strive for
    vengeance when it needs to be served. Although
    you are not greatly depressed or overtly
    hateful, you never feel the same without a
    sword in your hand. You are more positive than
    the Black Wings, but do not let your nature
    fool you. Crimson is the color of passion and
    your temper can be ferocious when tampered
    with.

    Your wings are mostly tattered,
    for you cannot rest until justice is brought
    forth


    What color do your wings behold? (darker nature)
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    What color do your wings behold? (darker nature)
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    Rain
    Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
    unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
    people, but you have been made this way by one
    thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
    to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
    music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
    now you don't even bother to try having been
    hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
    is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
    people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
    you really do want to trust someone no matter
    if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
    for someone to come and set you free. This kind
    of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
    them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
    hurt you, humans are humans and are not
    perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
    meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
    your shell will eventually disappear.


    .:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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    www.fullmetal-alchemist.com/manga.php

    Current Mood: calm
    Current Music: The Postal Service - Nothing Better
    0 Expressions Expressed| ...and everyone seems to have their opinion
    Saturday, July 23rd, 2005
    2:21 am
    [HP R0x Mah S0x]
    Got the book. Yaay.
    Red
    You were destined to have a Red Lightsaber.

    Red is the color of fire and blood, so it is
    associated with energy, war, danger, strength,
    power, and determination as well as passion and
    desire. You have seen the Strength and Power of
    the Dark Side of the Force and have you thirst
    for more of it.


    What Colored Lightsaber Would You Have?
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    Wow, who would have guessed?

    Current Mood: cold
    1 Expressions Expressed| ...and everyone seems to have their opinion
    Monday, July 18th, 2005
    6:06 am
    [Obsessions Of A Dangerous Mind]
    Omg, Harry Potter? Cha. Gotta get.

    Current Mood: tired
    0 Expressions Expressed| ...and everyone seems to have their opinion
    Sunday, July 17th, 2005
    3:22 am
    [Roll Tape...Decode The Moans!]
    01. Who are you, what's our relationship?
    02. How and where did we meet?
    04. How long have you known me?
    05. Tell me one good thing about myself.
    06. When you first saw me what was your impression?
    09. My favorite band at the moment?
    10. Have you ever had a crush on me?
    12. What's one of my favorite things to do?
    13. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?
    14. Describe me in 3 words.
    15. Name 5 things I love.
    16. Do you think I'm good looking?
    17. Would you ever date me?
    18. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did?
    19: What do you like most about me?
    20: If we could spend a day together what would we do?
    21: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?
    22. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it?
    23. Do you think we'll get married?
    24. What makes me happy?
    25. What reminds you of me?
    26. If you could give me anything what would it be?
    27. When's the last time you saw me?
    28. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
    29. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
    30. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?

    [<3] Alright, so do you ever feel like life is good, but you know that something...Just SOMETHING bad will happen to fuck it up. But...You just don't care, because...Living in the present is the best way to be. Things are good right now, and that's all that matters to me. I try not to look too far into the future.

    heart Kenny

    So my Mom's got this e-boyfriend. So lame. She all calls him all the time, and says she heart's him. She put her resume into the police station in Michigan or whatever, because she wants to move there to be with him. If she does, she knows I'm not going with her...Since I'm 17, I would just stay here. She's willing to let that happen to be with him. It seems silly to me, but I guess...everyone deserves to have someone to love, and love them.

    Current Mood: calm
    Current Music: None
    4 Expressions Expressed| ...and everyone seems to have their opinion
    Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
    2:57 pm
    [This Is The Timing Of The Rest Of Our Lives]
    GreenDay - Good Riddance

    Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road.
    Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go.
    So make the best of this test, and don't ask why.
    It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.

    It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
    I hope you had the time of your life.

    So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind.
    Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time.
    Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial.
    For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

    It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
    I hope you had the time of your life.

    It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
    I hope you had the time of your life.

    It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
    I hope you had the time of your life.


    Life's a bitch, you know! :D I'm getting bored of being on the computer all the time...But what else is there to do? Watch TV? FUCK YOU.

    Current Mood: aggravated
    Current Music: GreenDay - Good Riddance
    2 Expressions Expressed| ...and everyone seems to have their opinion
    Friday, June 24th, 2005
    7:01 pm
    [Random Bullshit]
    Fingers: Ashley Sassman

    Chin: ashley sAZzszsmzZa n

    One finger with eyes closed: ashley sassman

    Cheek: ,vr xszcxcdqmn dqxnb

    Back of hand: ashley sassman

    Nose with eyes closed: auo8 sassshg
    1 Expressions Expressed| ...and everyone seems to have their opinion
    Monday, June 20th, 2005
    2:57 pm
    [Love is DEAD]
    Love is Dead - Psycho Le Cemu

    In my heart I feel there's nothing to protect
    What little time I had, gone... Ah, nothing
    In my heart I feel there's nothing to discard
    Living without purpose... Ah, I can't change it

    Where should I go... my heart... unfulfilled
    Left holding a life already dead.


    'Will you love me? Don't you want to love?'
    Even if I recite these words
    These glass wings are cold and damp
    And shivering in loneliness,
    If I could cut myself off from the dark part of my memories
    Even if I couldn't say so
    My desire to live would be enough to break me

    I make the same mistakes over and over, putting out my arms
    Ah I can't forgive

    I can't stop these tears from running all by myself
    I felt you exhale as you were leaving

    Even though I leave my trembling body
    Slumped against the wall of time
    All it takes is for something to hurt me
    And I'm on my own,

    Unaware of the dawn,
    Even if I gaze at you, from closer by, deeper, and more intensely
    Than any other
    The only sound in the night is the hum.

    Warmth, in this hand, even now, you're face still pure
    Remains there glittering, when I close my eyes.
    Let the feelings flooding me, bloom in my heart

    Current Music: Love is Dead - Psycho Le Cemu
    0 Expressions Expressed| ...and everyone seems to have their opinion
    Sunday, June 12th, 2005
    1:33 am
    [No Matter Where You Are - I Can Still Hear You When You Dream]
    Battlecry - Samurai Champloo
    Sharp like an edge of a samurai sword
    The mental blade cut through flesh and bone
    Though my mind's at peace, the world out of order
    Missing the inner heat, life gets colder
    Oh yes, I have to find my path
    No less, walk on earth, water, and fire
    The elements compose a magnum opus
    My modus operandi is amalgam
    Steel packed tight in microchip
    On my arm a sign of all-pro
    The ultimate reward is honor, not awards
    At odds with the times in wars with no lords

    A freelancer,
    A battle cry of a hawk make a dove fly and a tear dry
    Wonder why a lone wolf don't run with a klan
    Only trust your instincts and be one with the plan

    Some days, Some nights
    Some live, Some die
    In the way of the samurai

    Some fight, Some bleed
    Sun up to Sun down
    The sons of a battlecry


    Some days, Some nights
    Some live, Some die
    In the name of the samurai

    Some fight, Some bleed
    Sun up to Sun down
    The sons of a battlecry
    Battlecry...


    Look, just the air around him
    An aura surrounding the heir apparent
    He might be a peasant but shine like grand royalty
    He to the people and land, loyalty
    We witness above all to hear this,
    Sea sickness in the ocean of wickedness
    Set sail to the sun set no second guessing

    Far east style with the spirit of wild west
    The "quote-unquote" code stands the test of
    Time for the chosen ones to find the best of
    Noble minds that ever graced the face of
    A hemisphere with no fear, fly over

    The blue yonder where
    The sky meets the sea
    And eye meets no eye
    And boy meets world
    And became a man to serve the world
    To save the day, the night, and the girl too

    Some days, Some nights
    Some live, Some die
    In the way of the samurai

    Some fight, Some bleed
    Sun up to Sun down
    The sons of a battlecry


    Some days, Some nights
    Some live, Some die
    In the name of the samurai

    Some fight, Some bleed
    Sun up to Sun down
    The sons of a battlecry
    Battlecry...


    Anyways...Yeah... Kenny broke up with me again...For now...

    Current Mood: artistic
    Current Music: Battlecry - Samurai Champloo
    1 Expressions Expressed| ...and everyone seems to have their opinion
    Friday, June 3rd, 2005
    5:55 pm
    [ ] Snuck out of the house
    [x] Gotten lost in your city
    [x] Saw a shooting star
    [ ] Been to any other countries besides the United States
    [x] Had a serious surgery
    [x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
    [ ] Kissed a stranger
    [x] Hugged a stranger
    [ ] Been in a fist fight
    [ ] Been arrested
    [ ] Won a fist fight
    [ ] Lost a fist fight
    [x] Done drugs
    [x] Had alcohol
    [x] Laughed and had soda come out of your nose
    [x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
    [ ] Made out in an elevator
    [ ] Slept in an elevator
    [ ] Swore at your parents
    [x] Kicked a guy where it hurts
    [x] Been in love
    [x] Been close to love
    [ ] Been to a casino
    [ ] Been rock climbing
    [ ] Been skydiving
    [ ] Been Bunji jumping
    [ ] Broken a bone
    [x] Been high
    [x] Skinny-dipped
    [x] Skipped school
    [x] Flashed someone
    [x] Done the splits
    [x] Played spin the bottle
    [x] Gotten stitches
    [~] Had an I (An I?! What?!)
    [ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
    [x] Bitten someone
    [ ] Been to Niagara Falls
    [ ] Lived on a island
    [x] Gotten the chicken pox
    [x] Kissed a member of the opposite sex
    [x] Kissed a member of the same sex
    [x] Crashed into a friend's car
    [x] Had sex with a member of the opposite sex
    [ ] Had sex with a member of the same sex
    [ ] Been to Japan
    [x] Ridden in a taxi
    [x] Been dumped
    [x] Shoplifted (I WAS LIKE FIVE! I DIDN'T KNOW BETTER!)
    [ ] Been fired
    [x] Had a crush on someone of the same sex
    [x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
    [ ] Stole something from your job
    [ ] Gone on a blind date
    [x] Lied to a friend
    [ ] Had a crush on a teacher
    [ ] Celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
    [ ] Been to Europe
    [ ] Slept with a co-worker
    [ ] Been married
    [ ] Gotten divorced
    [ ] Had children
    [ ] Saw someone die
    [ ] Been to Africa
    [x] Driven over 400 miles in one day
    [ ] Been to Canada
    [ ] Been to Mexico
    [x] Been on a plane
    [ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
    [ ] Thrown up in a bar
    [ ] Purposely set a part of yourself on fire
    [ ] Eaten Sushi
    [ ] Been snowboarding
    [ ] Been wakeboarding
    [ ] Met someone in person from the Internet.
    [x] Been moshing at a rock show
    [x] Cut yourself on purpose
    [ ] Been to a moto cross show
    [x] Lost a child (Does my sister count?)
    [ ] Gone to college
    [ ] Graduated college
    [ ] Done hard drugs
    [ ] Tried killing yourself
    [x] Taken painkillers (For pain!)
    [ ] Cried a happy tear
    [ ] Been naked in public
    [x] Love someone or miss someone right now
    0 Expressions Expressed| ...and everyone seems to have their opinion
    Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
    3:13 pm
    [LOOK! No Hands!]
    Well, all my waiting has finally paid off...Yeah, Kenny asked me back out again. Yaay! I'm so frickin' pumped, but also scared. I'm going to see how it goes...
    Looky...Some quizzies...
    kewl
    You like the trouble making types.


    What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
    brought to you by Quizilla

    Ain't that the truth? I mean lookit Kenny!

    Reality
    Your wise quote is: "Reality bites with a
    variety of sizes of teeth"(-Tony Follari)
    As a person, you think life is just plain
    painful, horrible and everything else you don't
    like. Happy people confuse you. Alot. I mean,
    why are they so happy anyway? You are depressed
    and perhaps utterly alone and live life rather
    montone. You feel there is no reason to really
    be here and feel helpless.


    What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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    That's not really how I feel...Well, sometimes...But I really like the quote!

    Here were the other quotes...I really liked them, too. Hehe.

    "The best antiques are old friends." -Unknown
    "Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life." -Leo Buscaglia
    "Our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall." -Confucius
    "Be kind to unkind people. They probably need it the most." -Ashleigh Brilliant
    (Those were the cool ones...)

    depressed girl
    You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either
    lost somebody you love or somebody broke you
    heart so bad that you can't pick up the
    shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You
    think nobody can heal your wounds but don't
    stop looking because you never know who loves
    you enough to try hell the one special guy
    could be right infront of your eyes and you
    don't even know it.You also love to day dream
    because it seems like the only place that makes
    you happy.But little do you know that people
    all around you are trying to make you happy and
    you won't let them in fearing you'll get
    another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just
    try and if things go wrong just brush it off
    and try again.It never hurts to try.One more
    thing never let that lost love one leave you
    heart keep them in forever and keep their
    memory alive.


    If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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    Aww, that's so me.

    You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.

    </td>

    agnosticism

    83%

    Satanism

    83%

    Islam

    67%

    atheism

    67%

    Paganism

    50%

    Hinduism

    42%

    Buddhism

    42%

    Judaism

    13%

    Christianity

    8%

    Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
    created with QuizFarm.com

    Hahaha...Hah...o_O;;;;

    Current Mood: content
    2 Expressions Expressed| ...and everyone seems to have their opinion
    Monday, May 9th, 2005
    6:14 pm
    [I'll Be There For You Till My Heart Is Black And Blue]
    Ich Will - Rammstein

    Ich will dass ihr mir vertraut
    Ich will dass ihr mir glaubt
    Ich will eure Blicke spüren
    Ich will jeden Herzschlag kontrollieren

    Ich will eure Stimmen hören
    Ich will die Ruhe stören
    Ich will dass ihr mich gut seht
    Ich will dass ihr mich versteht

    Ich will eure Phantasie
    Ich will eure Energie
    Ich will eure Hände sehen
    Ich will in Beifall untergehen

    Seht ihr mich?
    Versteht ihr mich?
    Fühlt ihr mich?
    Hört ihr mich?
    Könnt ihr mich hören?
    Wir hören dich
    Könnt ihr mich sehen?
    Wir sehen dich
    Könnt ihr mich fühlen?
    Wir fühlen dich
    Ich versteh euch nicht

    Ich will

    Wir wollen dass ihr uns vertraut
    Wir wollen dass ihr uns alles glaubt
    Wir wollen eure Hände sehen
    Wir wollen in Beifall untergehen - ja

    Könnt ihr mich hören?
    Wir hören dich
    Könnt ihr mich sehen?
    Wir sehen dich
    Könnt ihr mich fühlen?
    Wir fühlen dich
    Ich versteh euch nicht

    Könnt ihr uns hören?
    Wir hören euch
    Könnt ihr uns sehen?
    Wir sehen euch
    Könnt ihr uns fühlen?
    Wir fühlen euch
    Wir verstehen euch nicht

    Ich will


    I Want - Rammstein (Translated)

    I want you to trust me
    I want you to believe me
    I want to feel your eyes
    I want to control every heartbeat

    I want to hear your voices
    I want to disturb the peace
    I want you to see me well
    I want you to understand me

    I want your fantasy
    I want your energy
    I want to see your hands
    I want to go down in applause

    Do you see me?
    Do you understand me?
    Do you feel me?
    Do you hear me?
    Can you hear me?
    We hear you
    Can you see me?
    We see you
    Can you feel me?
    We feel you
    I don't understand you

    I want

    We want you to trust us
    We want you to believe everything from us
    We want to see your hands
    We want to go down in applause - yeah

    Can you hear me?
    We hear you
    Can you see me?
    We see you
    Can you feel me?
    We feel you
    I don't understand you

    Can you hear us?
    We hear you
    Can you see us?
    We see you
    Can you feel us?
    We feel you
    We don't understand you

    I want

    That's how I feel. (The title of my entry.)I feel like I would wait forever for Kenny to come back to me...And I could if I knew I was waiting, and that he WOULD come back. But I don't. And it hurts so much...But I'll still wait...This waiting could all be in vain, so... I'll just wait, and see what becomes of it...if I find a new boyfriend and Kenny comes back...I will tell him he was just too late. I hope he realizes what a great thing he gave up in me. I know I'm a great person, and...I deserve to have the person I love love me back just as much, if not more, than I love them. At least Kenny's not with that Ashley girl anymore...Not that I didn't like her...But, you know... But on the other hand I think he wants to get back with his ex-girlfriend Kendra again. God damn it.
    God, I love him so much... ='/

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: Rammstein - Ich Will (I Want)
    0 Expressions Expressed| ...and everyone seems to have their opinion
    Thursday, April 14th, 2005
    10:05 pm
    [It Was Only A Kiss]
    Mr. Brightside - The Killers

    I'm coming out of my cage
    And I've been doing just fine
    Gotta gotta be down
    Because I want it all
    It started out with a kiss
    How did it end up like this
    It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
    Now I'm falling asleep
    And she's calling a cab
    While he's having a smoke
    And she's taking a drag
    Now they're going to bed
    And my stomach is sick
    And it's all in my head
    But she's touching his-chest
    Now, he takes off her dress
    Now, let me go

    I just can't look its killing me
    And taking control
    Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
    Swimming through sick lullabies
    Choking on your alibis
    But it's just the price I pay
    Destiny is calling me
    Open up my eager eyes
    'Cause I'm Mr Brightside

    I'm coming out of my cage
    And I've been doing just fine
    Gotta gotta be down
    Because I want it all
    It started out with a kiss
    How did it end up like this
    It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
    Now I'm falling asleep
    And she's calling a cab
    While he's having a smoke
    And she's taking a drag
    Now they're going to bed
    And my stomach is sick
    And it's all in my head
    But she's touching his-chest
    Now, he takes off her dress
    Now, let me go

    I just can't look its killing me
    And taking control
    Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
    Swimming through sick lullabies
    Choking on your alibis
    But it's just the price I pay
    Destiny is calling me
    Open up my eager eyes
    'Cause I'm Mr Brightside
    I never...
    I never...
    I never...


    I dunno, but I'm feeling really down... About...so many things. The guy I love doesn't love me...The guy I like doesn't like me. My heart keeps aching so much. I can't help but think I will never find someone just for me... I did something more with the guy that I like, but he has a girlfriend, and I don't think he wants anything more than a fling. I really feel bad because I just wish something bad would happen to their relationship so I could have a chance. But that's not going to happen, because he loves her. And I'm sure...she loves him, too. (This is a guy in Canton, one of Kenny's friends, whose name I cannot reveal, just in case he or his girlfriend happen upon this by random chance, or Kenny shows it to them, or something!)I keep thinking about Kenny, too. My heart is just so confused. I'm trying so hard to forget about Kenny, but my heart just keeps...Just...aching, you know? Just...Longing. I'm just so sad. I really like this song, it seems...to fit with my current situation a litte, don't you think? What with Kenny having a new "girlfriend." Well...I better stop this rambling or I'll start crying.

    Current Mood: jealous
    Current Music: Mr Brightside - The Killers
    0 Expressions Expressed| ...and everyone seems to have their opinion
    Monday, March 14th, 2005
    9:54 pm
    [We Would Die For These Sins]


    Tribute - Tenacious D

    This is the greatest and best song in the world... Tribute.

    Long time ago me and my brother Kyle here,
    we was hitchhikin' down a long and lonesome road.
    All of a sudden, there shined a shiny demon... in the middle... of the road.
    And he said:

    "Play the best song in the world, or I'll eat your souls."

    Well me and Kyle, we looked at each other,
    and we each said... "Okay."

    And we played the first thing that came to our heads,
    Just so happened to be,
    The Best Song in the World, it was The Best Song in the World!

    Look into my eyes and it's easy to see
    One and one make two, two and one make three,
    It was destiny.
    Once every hundred-thousand years or so,
    When the sun doth shine and the moon doth glow
    And the grass doth grow...

    Needless to say, the beast was stunned.
    Whip-crack went his schwumpy tail,
    And the beast was done.
    He asked us: "Be you angels?"
    And we said, "Nay! We are but men!"
    Rock!
    Ahhh, ahhh, ahhh-ah-ah,
    Ohhh, whoah, ah-whoah-oh!

    This is not The Greatest Song in the World, no.
    This is just a tribute.
    Couldn't remember The Greatest Song in the World, no, no.
    This is a tribute, oh, to The Greatest Song in the World,
    All right! It was The Greatest Song in the World,
    All right! It was the best muthafuckin' song the greatest song in the world.

    Oh Mama Lucifer!


    And the peculiar thing is this my friends:
    the song we sang on that fateful night it didn't actually sound
    anything like this song.


    This is just a tribute! You gotta believe me!
    And I wish you were there! Just a matter of opinion.
    Ah, fuck! Good God, God lovin',
    So surprised to find you can't stop it.


    God found it! Really I found the best muthafucka to run the show!


    All right! All right!


    So anyways...I really can't wait until this weekend. It'll be soooo fun. I finally got my AIM names back from Tony. That was pretty nice, I guess. It's Tuesday now, so... But it feels like it should be Friday. >_<; I wish. We get out uber early on Friday, so it's awesome!

    Current Mood: content
    Current Music: Tribute - Tenacious D
    0 Expressions Expressed| ...and everyone seems to have their opinion
    Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
    5:46 pm
    [Check My Vital Signs.]


    Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Greenday

    I walk a lonely road
    The only one that I have ever known
    Don't know where it goes
    But it's home to me and I walk alone

    I walk this empty street
    On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
    Where the city sleeps
    and I'm the only one and I walk alone

    I walk alone
    I walk alone

    I walk alone
    I walk a...

    My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
    My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
    Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
    'Til then I walk alone

    Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
    Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

    I'm walking down the line
    That divides me somewhere in my mind
    On the border line
    Of the edge and where I walk alone

    Read between the lines
    What's fucked up and everything's alright
    Check my vital signs
    To know I'm still alive and I walk alone


    I walk alone
    I walk alone

    I walk alone
    I walk a...

    My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
    My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
    Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
    'Til then I walk alone

    Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
    Ah-ah, Ah-ah

    I walk alone
    I walk a...

    I walk this empty street
    On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
    Where the city sleeps
    And I'm the only one and I walk a...

    My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
    My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
    Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
    'Til then I walk alone...


    That's really how I feel. I hurt so much inside. Did you know...Kenny said he wanted to date his ex-girlfriend again. How sucky do you think that makes me feel?

    Current Mood: distressed
    Current Music: Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Greenday
    0 Expressions Expressed| ...and everyone seems to have their opinion
    Monday, March 7th, 2005
    11:04 pm
    [Why I Was The One Worth Leaving...]


    Cold - Crossfade

    Looking back at me I see
    That I never really got it right
    I never stopped to think of you
    I'm always wrapped up in
    Things I cannnot win
    You are the antidote that gets me by
    Something strong
    Like a drug that gets me high


    What I really meant to say
    Is I'm sorry for the way I am

    I never meant to be so cold to you

    And I'm sorry about all the lies
    Maybe in a different light
    You could see me stand on my own again
    'Cause now I can see
    You were the antidote that got me by
    Something strong like a drug that got me high

    I never meant to be so cold

    I never really wanted you to see
    The screwed up side of me that I keep
    Locked inside of me so deep

    It always seems to get to me
    I never really wanted you to go
    So many things you should have known
    I guess for me there's just no hope

    I never meant to be so cold

    Well, yeah, so I guess I should talk about it, but I don't want to. Kenny, and I broke up. It's so hard. I'll get over it though. I'll move on. I'll find somebody...Who will love me as much as I love them. Because I have so much love there... I just don't get what's wrong with me. Is there something wrong with me?

    Why doesn't anyone love me?

    Current Mood: crushed
    Current Music: Cold - Crossfade
    0 Expressions Expressed| ...and everyone seems to have their opinion
    Friday, February 11th, 2005
    11:25 am
    [I'm fuckin' screaming at you]

    A Box Full of Sharp Objects - The Used

    It's our time to shine through the down
    Glorified by what is ours
    We've fallen in love
    It was the best idea I ever had


    Today I fell and felt better
    Just knowing this matters
    I just feel stronger and sharper
    Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing

    Do you want a song of glory
    Well I'm fucking screaming at you

    Today I'm reallllly happy. =) Kenny, and I took a little break from each other. [We see each other ALL the time, so it was good for us.] And he called me yesterday, and wants me to come over tonight. W00t, w00t. I can't wait. I'm so frickin' excited. And happy. ^____^; But wheeeeee.

    Oh, and school's being going...Sucky. I frickin' hate school, also. Hoshit. Yeah. I can't wait for it to be over, so I can get my own house [with someone special -Wink, wink.- ^_~], and get a job, and liveee! Live like I've never lived befooooreeeee! Okay, I'm done. Hehe. Okay, well that's all I got to say for now. Later.

    Current Mood: bouncy
    Current Music: None
    0 Expressions Expressed| ...and everyone seems to have their opinion
    Friday, September 3rd, 2004
    9:46 am
    [My Pleas For Attention]
    heartsick
    You have a heartsick soul! Youre the type of girl
    who always has a crush and is writing their
    name on all your books. You are a hopeless
    romantic. Waiting for that prince charming, you
    take love seriously, but still play any chance
    you get. You can have a lot if boys who are
    friends, but waiting for that perfect
    boyfriend. Sometimes you are discouraged
    because there are no sparks but even if the
    smallest thing happens, youre on Cloud 9. You
    believe in true love and wait for it. Just dont
    be afraid to take a chance. Love is all about
    risks.


    What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
    brought to you by Quizilla
    HASH(0x8c293b8)
    Oh...what else can i say but...whoa!! I surprised
    myself with this one...Again, please remeber
    what i said in the memo, and please rate...I've
    missed you all my pets...take care.


    Vampire Princess #17- 'Art Gallery' (Mature audiences only)
    brought to you by Quizilla

    Current Mood: creative
    Current Music: None - At School
    0 Expressions Expressed| ...and everyone seems to have their opinion
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